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Death of my Father

Posted by Zafrece - March 18th, 2013


On February 11, 2013 my Grandfather passed away at the age of 90, He was with out a doubt my father.In the absence of my father at a young age i turned to him for advice, help with homework etc. Having lived with him for a decent portion of my life he will be greatly missed by me and by all. His fun loving spirit and love for practical jokes being played on others never faded even in his old age. His great passion for music and love for all things musical was passed on through out his daughters, and son, which in turn was passed on to me. He is the reason I make music today. Growing up countless hours would be spent playing anything on any instrument for him, and he would sit and listen regardless of how horrid it may be, or how long it lasted. Even though electronic music wasn't his taste, he always gave me kind words and loving support throughout my works.

It have has several songs on the works at the time of his death, i have not been able to bring myself to finish them, or get more than a few notes down a day. I have really fallen out of sync with life in general, and only recently been able to grasp at a sense of normalcy again. Hopefully i will have something up in the future, but as for now songs will come out when they do.

Thank you to some of my closer NG friends for the support you have given me during this hard time. I also thank the numerous Ng members who stayed in contact with me on skype for support.

Death of my Father


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Good for him.

Damn, that really sucks and I never knew he was the reason why you compose.

I know your pain
I lost my music teacher right before I graduated high school. He was 91. I wouldn't be a this level if it wasn't for him. He was like the Grandfather I never had. Unfortunately I had only gotten to know him for about 2 years. Be glad you got to spend more time with him during your life. Don't be sad that he's gone, be happy that he lived.
I pray that you keep getting the comforting that you need. Stay strong man.